30 Aug 2010

Dear Izyan,

Yesterday, I and my family went to Geylang to bought our hari raya clothes. I and my brother brought the same colour. Purple... Yeah... My sister bought blue in colour and it does not fit in her but she insist on buying. She want to look like she is thin. But not? Wad's wrong with her?

This is my clothes. I only bought ones. Haha...

This is the place I bought my clothes. Haha... I need to see the clothes so high that my neck going to crack.

27 Aug 2010

Dear Izyan,

Wad's 2 do with my family problem? My dad is like a idiot or a coward to all of us. How can he think of himself in a time like this?Tis just makes all of us hate him more. Let him suffer till the end unless he did not disturb those people who are innocent like us.

Adakah ini satu cabaran untuk kami semua? Kalau begitu, Allah tolonglah berhentikan benda semua... Saya tidak boleh tahan lagi dgn masalah ini... Saya rasa saya lebih baik mati dgn menghadapi ini semua... Haix..

Anyone have any suggestion... haix..

26 Aug 2010

Dear Izyan,

I just sent my form( which I don't know what it is called). At last, I have finish doin the job after 7 days working over there. It is not that difficult but the task they give so like a scientist or researcher.

I need to take out the fluff and SAM, then weight it. The taking out it another things. It makes my cloth so dirty. Haix... They sure do research on diapers and others things. I have no idea that there is different types of diapers. It is really a tiring day each day. This job have a lot of it pros and cons. Definitely...

I currently at the library doing nothing again... Haha...

23 Aug 2010

Dear Izyan,

I now at the library doin nothing. Watching people go left and right. It irritates me seeing people moving around. I think i should go home now. I just finish downloadin my favorite Anime like Detective Conan and Naruto Shippuden. I would not know what I would do without it.

I still finding my ways to get rid of facing my dad. The liar and coward person of them all. Why cant he admit everything? My life would be must better. I always wondering to myself... Why cant I at other people family? I am like an outsiders. I think so...

Oh ya... I think my friend named Eileen is mad at me... I think it is because I left her at the train. I have no choice. I am stress with my family and school. I think I want to be alone on that time... Maybe... What should I do?

I feel bad... About it... I hopes he would understand my situation currently... Okielah... I need to go... I need to meet my mom at 3.30pm. And I am not wearing tudung... haha... K... See u soon Izyan...