23 Aug 2010

Dear Izyan,

I now at the library doin nothing. Watching people go left and right. It irritates me seeing people moving around. I think i should go home now. I just finish downloadin my favorite Anime like Detective Conan and Naruto Shippuden. I would not know what I would do without it.

I still finding my ways to get rid of facing my dad. The liar and coward person of them all. Why cant he admit everything? My life would be must better. I always wondering to myself... Why cant I at other people family? I am like an outsiders. I think so...

Oh ya... I think my friend named Eileen is mad at me... I think it is because I left her at the train. I have no choice. I am stress with my family and school. I think I want to be alone on that time... Maybe... What should I do?

I feel bad... About it... I hopes he would understand my situation currently... Okielah... I need to go... I need to meet my mom at 3.30pm. And I am not wearing tudung... haha... K... See u soon Izyan...